Today I made coffee at one of those tiny one-stop-shops by the fuel stations. What’s so special about that? I had never done it before. Mostly because there aren’t many coffee machines installed in public places back home. We mostly get by on black tea. But also because I was scared of doing something that I haven’t done before and making a mistake, of pushing the wrong button, of making a fool out of myself. What would someone standing next to me think? Doesn’t she know how to make coffee? How dumb can she be? Maybe she’s an alien or a visitor from the stone age.
So you see how I stopped myself from making coffee before anyone else could. I just threw myself on the couch comfortably slurping my chai. But that’s the thing, I wasn’t supposed to be comfortable. I was supposed to be pushing myself, trying to experience new things, even as tiny as making coffee by myself. That’s what travel is about and if I enjoy the comfort of my couch and the taste of black tea that much I should’ve just stayed home.
Here are the four ways traveling to a foreign country pushed me out of my comfort zone.
Going out by myself
Maybe it’s a cultural thing but back home I seldom go out alone, I’m either accompanied by my friends or family. That kind of affects your ability to make independent decisions because you always have someone guiding you and advising you what to do.
That is why it took me a long time to step out of the apartment here by myself. I would feel so unconfident and self-conscious. Always afraid of making a mistake. Two or three times I made it to the exit of the apartment complex and turned back.
After a month of pushing by my brother, self pep talk and keenly observing other people’s behaviour I managed to make it past the gates by myself, figuring it was now or never. It was unnerving at first but once I was out I did what I had to do to get around. My mind wasn’t putting unnecessary road blocks in front of every little step, it switched to problem-solving mode. Finding my way, getting on a bus, getting a coffee; everything started to become easier.
Looking like an outsider
Talk about self-consciousness. One of my biggest concerns before I came to Sydney was looking different. Will I be judged? Will I get side glances? How should I dress? How do the local people treat foreigners?
I’ve talked about this in one of my blogs before, Sydney is such a multicultural city that nobody is an odd one out. The local people are generally open minded, friendly and accepting. There is plenty of all races, ethnicities, and cultures to make you feel included and right at home. I’ve seen people dressed in their cultural attires going about their lives with ease. That gave me the confidence to be myself and be proud of who I am and where I come from.
Getting lost
Ah, the worst mental barrier to freedom. The fear of getting lost. That too in a foreign city. For about a month and a half, I kept trying to break this barrier until one morning I woke up and said SO WHAT? What is travel if you don’t get lost once or twice. You know that over used travel quote “sometimes you need to get lost to find yourself”, well it’s overused for a reason. If I get on the wrong bus, I’ll catch another one. We have Google Maps now. I can read, write and converse in perfect English. I can find my way back. It’s not like I’m going to explore the outback on my own.
Inevitably, I did get lost but it did wonders for my observational skills (which are usually extremely poor, ask my mother). After the second and third time, I even memorized the major routes and I could get creative with the bus and train schedules without having a mini panic attack. Not to mention the sense of achievement and boosted self-confidence upon finding the right way.
Asking for help
Let’s face it, Google Maps doesn’t always work perfectly. Sometimes you have to resort to the good old method of finding your way – asking someone. Some people don’t have a problem with it but some people (read me) find it horrifying. You have to put your self in a vulnerable position, let your guard down and possibly get ignored.
So when push came to shove I had to do the math, do I have the time and patience for trial and error or should I just ask someone? I ended up asking for directions two or three times without having any one snap at me. My faith in humanity was restored and I ended up safely where I meant to be.
Dawnmarie
September 14, 2017I could be wrong, yet I do not think that it is a cultural thing. Many people do not like going out or doing things on their own. When we do, though, it is not so bad, after all. I like how you stepped outside of your comfort zone and having a bit of your faith in humanity brightened.
The Wordy Mom
September 14, 2017Man, you are just so in tune with this stuff. Great admiration coming at you from me. With such self-awareness comes the potential for such incredible personal growth. Inspiring!
The Hamster Ball
September 14, 2017Thanks a bunch 🙂 Yes I really do feel like that it’s the little things that we find out about ourselves help us grow!
Hamid
September 14, 2017I dont think you need to be selfconcious. You are already a confident girl but sure this trip out has polished your already eceptional writing skills and has filled some more confidence in your charming personality. Hope to see u soon back home my kid. we are already missing you too much.
Robyn Shaver
September 14, 2017This is actually great! Going outside of our own comfort zones, no matter how big or how small, is empowering. It teaches us new things and not to fear the unknown.
She TheQueen
September 14, 2017I really enjoyed this post. It is fantastic all the wonders that traveling can do!
Nicole Carman
September 14, 2017I’d love to travel, this being one of the reasons! Just to get out there and explore the world while I get out of my comfort zone. It’d definitely be an awesome learning experience!
Chris
September 14, 2017Good for you! I am an introvert so I can totally relate! Especially with the asking for directions part!
MinhNguyen
September 14, 2017The posts is very interesting i like. Your blog has a lot of useful information!
Preeti Gaur
September 14, 2017No doubt, travelling will teach you things that you never know while curling in your comfort zone. Nice post! Enjoyed it.
Maria | passion fruit, paws and peonies
September 14, 2017As a women who is just beginning to travel alone, I can relate o much of this. It’s good to know it’s not just me!
Nikhila
September 14, 2017This is clearly why I tell everyone to travel as much as possible. I love travelling but couldn’t get to travel much.
SandyFmmsnry
September 14, 2017I bet, “getting lost” is the most motivational ) At least, for me! ))
Suzanne Stainforth
September 14, 2017Really loved this post. Travelling can be so inspirational and transformational.
Yaswanth
September 14, 2017Honestly, getting lost is one of the best things to happen to you when on a trip. You have a ton of stories to tell people that way, otherwise, it is just a totally planned, rather monotonous trip. Getting lost, miming to a local asking for directions, finding that you have travelled to some other place, these are some of our memories that we cherish. 🙂
Nipun Haritash
September 14, 2017I am utterly blown away by the presentation and the just the feel of the blog is so serene. Well Done. Super
Emman Damian
September 14, 2017What a great post! Thanks for sharing.
John Mulindi
September 14, 2017This is a very inspirational post. Thanks for sharing.
Tonya
September 14, 2017Oh my goodness! I LOVE this!! You are so on point! Getting out of our comfort zone is scary, it makes us vulnerable. But after you’ve done it, isn’t it awesome how you feel stronger, braver, more alive? Great post!
Herlina Kwee
September 14, 2017Getting lost is the best way to explore. Although I don’t recommend it in the wilderness. Always have someone with you when you go hiking. I did do it alone once in a forested area near a city. It wasn’t pretty to find my way back to my car. But, if it’s in the city, you can always ask someone.
Laura
September 14, 2017That’s awesome that you pushed yourself! That’s how we grow! It’s so important to experience as much as we can! Life is too short to stay within the same 4 walls!
Juli
September 14, 2017YES, ITS ALWAYS GOOD TO MOVE FROM YOUR COMFORT ZONE, I DONT LIKE TRAVELLING THAT MUCH BY MYSELF, BUT YOUR POST IS PUSHING ME TO DO JUST THAT.
Ramona Spires
September 14, 2017It is great that you are pushing yourself out of your comfort zone. I have gotten lost once or twice. I have found that most people are friendly and willing to help.
Tisha
September 14, 2017Travelling is great- gives you so much perspective! Great post! 🙂 x
The Hamster Ball
September 14, 2017helps us come out of our shell for sure 🙂 thanks for reading girl.